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[30 Jul 2007|07:31pm] |
For the last few months, Monday has been a day in which I go to the doctor. Today I did the endoscopy. As expected, I have gastritis. I still have to wait for the biopsy results. This exam will help to tell me what illness I have.
I feel lonely. I've got a lot of problems, and have to figure them out. My therapist said I have to save this time to think about my life. I've just broken up a relationship. My life is a mess. I also feel guilty when I start to talk to someone about my problems. This doesn't help. I wish someone would raise a hand to help me.
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[29 Jul 2007|09:53pm] |
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Today's main objective was to do the allergy exams. But I was not able to do it. I got very angry at my Health insurance and al the lab girl who was attending me. There's confusion, that I'll have to solve tomorrow, about the code of the exam, since it seems that it's the same code from the first allergy exam I did (IgE). Well, I tried to explain this to the insurance enterprise calling their phone service. It didn't help. Tomorrow is another day. My sister visited us today and she brought my birthday present, a puzzle. I hope it helps me to keep calm.
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[28 Jul 2007|10:15pm] |
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I work on Saturdays. I got up at 6 a.m. and went to work wearing two coats and two trousers. Today, it was really cold, during all the day. I tried to feel some pleasure while travelling in the bus to work reading a book my sister lent me: Luisa's secret. Luisa is planning to start an enterprise, she has a good idea for a product no one has developed yet. It's about how to build a new enterprise in Brazil - I'm excited about it. After work, I had a department party/barbecue. It was fun, but the bad weather didn't help. I came back home early, tomorrow I want to do some allergy exams, I'm planning to wake up early. It's better to wake up early in the cold winter than questioning yourself for eternity what is going on with your body.
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[27 Jul 2007|09:38pm] |
Today I lost too much time being negative, thinking that someone hates me, needing to be alone, feeling sad/guilty/abandoned/afraid. I wish there was a magic formula that would make me feel better in minutes.
It could be the cold winter that is making me bitter. I need gloves and a new bonnet. As soon as possible, I need to buy a new coat. And now I need to sleep. Since I started to get sick, I feel really tired and sleepy.
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[26 Jul 2007|09:19pm] |
I really don't know how to custom this blog's layout. Any help would be appreciated.
I erased all the previous posts. This should be like a new beginning. Who am I? Where am I? What to do next? I postponed the endoscopy I was to do today. Reason being that I accepted to participate in a disaster recovery plan for a client I support where I work. I didn't have the guts to absent myself from work. So, I'll have to wait until monday to do the endoscopy and then wait one more week for the result, to try to find out what is making me sick for the last 2 months.
There are some hypotheses:
1)Lactose Intolerance
2)Other food intolerance
3)Allergy to food
4)Giardiasis
I hope it's not a food intolerance or allergy.
Meanwhile, my belly has never been so distended and I lost some 4 kg.
I leave you here.
Gabi
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